Dear Guruji, I have few question. 

Q1. Maharajji says by intense longing for Krishna, He shows His Divine form to us. Do we ‘see’ with our divine vision the same krishna that appeared 5200 years ago in vrindavan  or Do we ‘feel’ the Bliss of Brahm that we take it as krishna’s Prem Ras.  What is the difference between the Bliss of Brahm and the Ras of krishna? 
Q2. I really do believe that Maharajji has seen Kanha But i doubt we will be able to see Him in this life time. Has any one apart from Maharajji seen kanha? 
Q3. I feel embarrased to ask this but has swami Nikhilananda, swami Mukundadananda or others have seen krishna or tasted the Divine Prem Ras. What exactly is this Ras? how does it taste? Who taste’s it, body, mind, or soul? Is the Ras worth of renouncing everything.
Q4. My intellect always comes in between me and Shyamsundar. Some say He is just some author’s imagination while some say He was an extraordinary man but not God. Now, i’m done with evidences. Many evidence are there proving Krishna’s existence while many create doubts. But my heart says He did existed and does exist today in our heart. Now the only evidence is that if He is there in our heart, we should experience Him. So, kindly tell me how to get that glimses of experience or some thing that will destroy my doubts and steadfast my devotion. Is there any shortcut for experiencing Him in short time for short period. I was thinking that if I Retire to some Jungle or calm village from this busy Mumbai and just do chanting, roopa dhyan, just be immersed in Shyam for continuously a month, i might get some experience. what do you thinking will be the result of my experiment?
Q5. I’m a 20 y/o boy. Do you think it’s too early to be involved in Devotion. I think that Prem for Krishna will affect my studies and household responsibilties. Will the effect be positive or negative?